Did I say the other day that carrot was ill? or that we thought carrot was ill? I can’t remember but we did, but he isn’t, he just wasn’t a fan of this sudden hot spell we are having. guessing it made him feel a little yucky, even I’ve been suffering with a migraine headache for 2 days, thankfully its gone today and carrot is much more himself too.

I’ve not taken to Dimitri being here very well (thats what my new doll is named). I was excited and happy the first day but now I’m like so what now? maybe I’m trying to hard to make him like dimitri from vampire academy? maybe I need to find something else to do with him?

Amelie is now mine again. mum wanted to sell her this time, but I decided I wanted her. So shes mine again. I was tempted to sell her and even had her up on ebay for a few hours, but in the end I just couldn’t let her go. Now I’m planning to buy her new clothes and maybe a pushchair. I know people think I’m crazy for having a reborn, hey even I think I’m slightly crazy for having one (I’m not calling anyone who has one crazy, just myself) but I love my reborn, I know shes not a real baby and at the end of the day I’m not hurting anyone by having one, its my choice and what I do with her is up to me, so if I wanted to treat her like she’s real so be it.

I’ve also decided to get an obitsu next, yes I’m once again going to replace freya. I’m on the look out for a cheap second hand body, but if I can’t find one cheap I’m going to slowly save up for a new one. I’ve already bought her wig and eyes. and I think I’ll buy her head while I wait for her body too.

mmmmm today I have been eating candy floss and gummy bears and drinking archers and black current thanks to mummy treating me. I love it when she brings me surprise treats home.

and I managed to not have an afternoon nap today, I’m pleased about that, hoping that I can keep up with not having them. I’m sleeping a little better at the moment, so I think the next step is to get me up a little earlier. getting my sleep pattern sorted into a more normal sleep pattern would be great, even though I like being a creature of the night, theres not that much to do, so things would be better if I can start living a little in the day.

My doll is finally here, and he’s gorgeous. Dolls should not be this hot and sexy!! He arrived this morning, he’s taken nearly 3 weeks to get here, most of that time he was stuck in customs. Had to pay £21.80 to parcelforce yesterday so they would release him.

He was partial unstrung, but with mums help it was fairly easy to do. I tried on my own but I was to weak to pull. He need to do his faceup but that can’t be done till next week as I need to get some stuff to do it with. but even without his faceup he looks so gorgeous.

 

Customs letter finally arrived and paid. So my Akando doll will be here tomorrow. I’m excited, but not as excited as I thought I’d be. think maybe all this trouble with customs as taken away my excited feeling or something. I’m sure once I see his box I’ll be back to being stupidly excited.

Maybe I’m just worried I wont bond with him or that he’ll turn out like Kaede did. (for those who don’t know, while kaede was here there was a lot of ghostly things happening and I almost died of fright, seriously) Freya has been the only doll (both times she was here) that didn’t cause increased ghost activity. (I’m not crazy, its true!!) My house has always seen a little bit of ghost activity, but certain things cause it to increase, dolls being one of them.